BTCOTE Demented Mind

Drip Drip Drip.

Why was the sent of blood everywhere?  Hands were raised to his face but it was dark so he couldn't see. "Lumos." 'It's all over my hands…I didn't work tonight that I remember….'  Crack. 'What was that?'  Bending down the young man retrieved a pair of broken glasses. 'Wait..there's only one person I know that wears glasses like this…'

Wand light cast to the floor and he saw the four bodies cast there, The bodies of his brother,his brother's lover,his lover and of course Hokuto. Why were they all here? 'Oh right Hokuto wanted a party.' Why were they all dead? 'Because of me.' In the distance he could hear the soft cries of the baby in the background. In the back of his head he heard the nagging voice,the voice of his mother. 'You need to kill  her too.' No No No,I won't I'm not like you…I'm not,I'm not…'

"I'm not!"

The  quilt flew off him so fast you would think it burnt to the touch,he fumbled on the nightstand for his glasses and his wand. "Lumos."  "Wonderful it's 4 am and I have work in 3 hours."  Pulling the glasses off  he cursed his demented mind.What if he did end up killing everyone he cared about? His friends? Hokuto especially was someone he could call a best friend. He wouldn't go so far as to say him and Kamui were best friends or hell even friends PERIOD,but he had let the male stay here when his brother first decided to be Mr. Troll Quidditch player and propose before leaving to be a star. Dumbass. Although,he didn't want to lose Fuuma either. Pain in the neck he might be,he was his only blood relative left. He couldn't count his father,they weren't related by blood,Kotori was long gone and he'd be damned if he counted his mother..after what she put him through? No way,not in seven million years.


And then of course there was his….what was Subaru to him? Much more than just a relationship,that's for sure. What was the term Hokuto liked to use? Ah,Soulmates. That sounded accurate. They could read each other without words,always could,even before they got married,bloody hell even before they got together.

He finally flopped back on the empty bed. Speaking of Subaru,where was he? In the wand light he could see Subaru's side of the bed was empty. Reaching a hand over it was still slightly warm,so Subaru couldn't have been gone long. Now the question was did he look through the manor for him or did he trust Subaru to return?

Five minutes,ten minutes,fifteen minutes,thirty minutes. Finally after forty-five minutes the bedroom door opened and  Subaru emerged from the other side still wiping the sleep out of his eyes. "There you are."

"WAHH. Sei-kun i didn't know you were awake."

"Been up for about three quarters of an hour now,where were you?"

"Mystic was crying,so I got up to feed her and then…"

So the crying he heard in his nightmare must of been his daughter crying for real. "And then what?"

In the dim wand light he could see Subaru's cheeks turn pink. "I got lost."

He actually laughed at this and he couldn't remember the last time he had laughed. It didn't last long,a familiar stuffed pig came in contact with his head. "It's not funny! I'm horrible with directions! I need a map for everything. Hokuto made me one of hogwarts when we first started,I have one for work and now apparently I need one for my own home."

"Oh Subaru,come here. You're so cute you know that?"

Subaru was still wearing his pout but climbed into the bed regardless,the water sloshing around under his slight weight. "Does that mean you feel better after your nightmare..Seishirou?"

Ah,Subaru was getting perceptive,he had himself to blame for that. "Much,go back to sleep,we have to be up in a few hours. Unless of course you'd rather skip work in favor of wild sex of course." A cheeky grin found its way to his face.

"I married a pervert,you're lucky I love you."

"Mmm,I love you too…Nox"  As the wand light went out,their lips connected and Subaru's last coherent thought was the only thing he didn't need a map of was his husband's body.