If You Love Me Let Me Go

"Why don't you just let me fall to my death Subaru-kun? Isn't that what you wish for?"
"No…I'm not just going to let you die...so stop and help me out here."
"I should’ve seen that, you're far too kind to kill anyone, it's simply not in you." His hand started to slip from Subaru's grip due to the mix of sweat and blood on it. "Let go Subaru-kun...I'm not bringing you down with me."
"I said no...stop being stubborn."
"I'm being realistic Subaru-kun…you can't hold on for much longer. So you know…that you were the true winner of the Bet…." Before he totally slipped out of Subaru's hand, the younger onmyouji half leaned over the bridge and gripped with both hands.
"As long as we’re bringing out eight-year-old skeletons from the closet you should know that I love you Seishirou-san, now will you help me?"
Mismatched eyes widened and finally he found his footing and was able to help hoist himself up onto the bridge. Of course since Subaru had helped him up, Subaru found himself pinned under the older onmyouji. He felt the cold, damp hand touch his face and a leave a trail of blood on his cheek. Subaru shivered at the touch, they were only this close twice during the Bet, The night on Tokyo Tower and the night Subaru lied to that woman.
He could feel Seishirou’s hot breath against his face, now they had been this close before and at age sixteen Subaru was nervous and scared he was going to kiss him. At age twenty-five he felt much of the same, but… “Seishirou-san…what are you do—“
Subaru’s words were cut off by a pair of lips on his own and he willingly kissed back, they were in his kekkai after all and even though the other dragons could get in, Subaru doubted they would interfere. 
The kiss broke and two pairs of mismatched eyes met; one pair a cloudy white and amber, the other a cloudy white and emerald. “Shall we end this here?”
“Yes.”
“In order to end it...you need to take down your kekkai Subaru-kun.”
The younger onmyouji flushed and recalled his kekkai.
Everyone watching Rainbow Bridge saw the star-shaped kekkai vanish into the night and Rainbow Bridge remained intact.
“Hmm.” Subaru heard the familiar flick of a lighter and saw a cloud of smoke. “Shall we head back to my apartment then?”
“H-hai-you’ll have to lead the way though.”
~#~
No sooner were they inside of Seishirou’s apartment did Subaru find himself pushed against a wall and his mouth covered by Seishirou’s own. 
Why? Why hadn’t they done this sooner? It felt so right.
When their hips brushed, Subaru let out a soft gasp to which Seishirou took advantage to invade Subaru’s mouth with his tongue causing the younger onmyouji to moan if only slightly. They broke apart and Subaru felt a hand grasp his own and tug him towards where the younger male assumed was the bedroom.
~#~
The next time Subaru opened his eyes it was very dark, almost blinding. Squinting he made out the clock across the room. 
3:47.
He sighed in contentment, finally after all these years of loving Seishirou, they had finally made love to each other and it seems Seishirou felt the same way about him.
He could hear distant breathing, Seishirou’s of course, beside him. Smiling, Subaru closed his eyes and let the events from the past few hours play through his mind.
He and Seishirou had met on Rainbow Bridge; the inevitable battle started. But then Seishirou had went tumbling and nearly fell off the bridge and something snapped inside of Subaru to pull the older man up and in doing so they had ended up revealing their deepest darkest secrets.
“Go back to sleep Subaru-kun…the sun will be soon rising and with it we’re going out.”
“Eh? Going out where?”
“On a date.”
Ah, so this is what it would be like from now on, not that Subaru could say he cared. He had long since made his decision that the Final Day could go screw itself, he had become selfish; the result of him being involved with the Sakurazukamori. “Fine, providing the world isn’t ending you mean.”
“Our date is to the airport, we’re leaving.”
Subaru got a kiss to silence any protests.
“Now go back to sleep.”
There was no winning with this man.

A/N: Happy BELATED Birthday Beki hope this is good enough for you!